When you walk around like a zombie, depressed and uninterested in anything. I don’t even know what I want. Do I want people’s pity, sympathy, company, I don’t know and I don’t care.
I know I want several people to get hurt, but I also am too cooped up to late it out, all of the [...]

You can comment, it’s even welcomed, you can write me emails, but please don’t talk to me about it when you see me. At least not about the emotional parts.
I know that if I don’t want people to know this I shouldn’t write it where everyone can find it, but that’s not the thing.
I write [...]

About 5 days ago I was on the verge of giving up. It wasn’t actually giving up, because if there’s one thing I’ve learned throughout this year is that I never give, it was more of a dead end.
I was shit out of luck and money. I have rent to pay, bills, credit debts and [...]

Two days ago I went to a speed dating event. I didn’t go to participate, but only to watch (all of you that are saying “yeah right” right now you’re welcomed to log out. On the other hand that’s probably all of you…..ow well).
It’s a funny thing speed dating. You know how people always say [...]