Will I ever find the one?

February 25, 2010

I’m tired. Tired of looking, tired of hoping, tired of training myself for perfection. I’m tired of watching movies about relationships and crying at the end. I’m tired of thinking “Is this it ? Why am I not sure”. Tired of lying to myself whenever something new begins. Tired of going out. Tired of hitting [...]

Is everyone doomed to cheating ?

February 24, 2010

I’m just saying.
I got back from a show, and I saw something that I think I wasn’t supposed to see. I’m not sure that it’s what I saw, but I have a really strong feeling that is was. And of course it involves people who are cheating.
Is this what we’re doomed for ? To cheat [...]

What is love

February 18, 2010

I just came back from a movie called “Valentine’s Day”. Yes, it’s a chick flick, and a really good one. For some reason I seem to be very fond of chick flicks (maybe it’s because I’m secretly gay….), but this one was different, at least a little.
First of all it was good, it had  a [...]

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Is it just me that’s fucked up or is everybody crazy?

February 17, 2010

I just came back from a typical Tel-Avivian bar. I didn’t stay there for too long because I got a “bad game vibe”. And what do I mean by that exactly ?
I used to teach pick-up, I stopped doing it, because it felt to me as if I’m teaching something that I haven’t fully grasped [...]

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Well this feels wierd

February 15, 2010

It’s like coming back home after you’ve been abroad for 3 months. Feels, familiar, warm, some place where you can be accepted for what you are.
It’s been a very strange last two months. A lot has changed, I changed. Started to work on my relationship issues. It feels good. But I still feel alone. Especially [...]

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I’m sorry…

November 27, 2009

A couple of posts ago I wrote about how I don’t want people to talk to me about my Blog. I admit, that was a mistake.
First of all, I want to thank all of you that actually respected this request and didn’t talk to me about anything, it only shows me what good friends you [...]

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I don’t know why I’m writing this post

November 24, 2009

I really don’t have anything to say, but I still feel like letting things out. I now understand that after so much time of writing this Blog is really some sort of a home to me. Where I don’t need excuses or apologies, I’m just who I am.
I had a pretty shitty day today, talked [...]

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I hate these days….

November 24, 2009

When you walk around like a zombie, depressed and uninterested in anything. I don’t even know what I want. Do I want people’s pity, sympathy, company, I don’t know and I don’t care.
I know I want several people to get hurt, but I also am too cooped up to late it out, all of the [...]

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Nothing hurts more than matters of the heart

November 23, 2009

2 years ago I found out that one of my best friends slept with my ex-girlfriend. It happened about 2 years after we broke up and to some of you this may be like “so what’s the big deal? I don’t get it? It’s not like you’re together or anything.”
In order to understand why that [...]

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Don’t talk to me about my Blog

November 21, 2009

You can comment, it’s even welcomed, you can write me emails, but please don’t talk to me about it when you see me. At least not about the emotional parts.
I know that if I don’t want people to know this I shouldn’t write it where everyone can find it, but that’s not the thing.
I write [...]

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