I almost gave up….

About 5 days ago I was on the verge of giving up. It wasn’t actually giving up, because if there’s one thing I’ve learned throughout this year is that I never give, it was more of a dead end.

I was shit out of luck and money. I have rent to pay, bills, credit debts and so on……I had no idea what to do. Until I decided to pull myself together and get things in order on my financial side. I decided to dig into my saving and see if there is anything left. Now if any of you have ever had a savings plan that he didn’t put up, but his parents or his work put up for him – that could get very confusing.

It’s like you’re never really sure where that money is, how much money is it, and who does it belong to. So after getting the most up to date paper work I could find (which was from 2004) I decided to go on my financial savings journey.

The journey took 45 minutes on which after them I found out I still have a lot of money put away aside. So I decided to use half of it (yes I’m that much in debt) and the other half to keep for another rainy day.

So right now a heavy weight was lifted off my chest but still, there’s no reason to jump over the belly (I think that’s what they say). I still don’t have a solid plan or income source, and until that is settled I will not rest.

What I do have is a general direction, which is my viral video project. I actually made another video – which is more “me” and original and I hope I could get your thoughts about it.

So here it is:

Other than that there’s nothing much. I’m having a lot of thoughts about relationships lately and I’m wondering if this is the place to put them down. Basically I’m stuck in a catch 22…….or at least that’s what I’m telling myself. But I guess that that’s for a different post.

Until next time – have a great night.

Shit I almost forgot my karma spot light…..
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