I’m tired. Tired of looking, tired of hoping, tired of training myself for perfection. I’m tired of watching movies about relationships and crying at the end. I’m tired of thinking “Is this it ? Why am I not sure”. Tired of lying to myself whenever something new begins. Tired of going out. Tired of hitting on girls. Tired of going out on dates. Tired of sleeping alone. Tired of being afraid to be alone with my thoughts at night. Tired of being afraid I will end up alone. Tired of facing the slim chances of actually finding a soul mate.
But with all of my tiredness, I’m not going to sleep yet.
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Darling, I hope it’s ok to read what you wirte here and if you don’t want to, I can stop
You have to know that I really believe at you and I think from our little’s conversation that I have discover an amazing person and a powerful man
If i tell you that everything will be all right, would you believe me ? so, my sweet darling everything will be all right at the end and try to enjoy life as it is … you don’t know how lucky you are, put a side all your though and start to live your life, please. you will see that it is very simple. kisses for now…. liat
seems you’re in a good place. once you realize that, you’ll be fine
ps http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U0CXrJcppZU